i just want answers...

so i've gone to several different doctors so far and yet none of them have been helpful. am i living in the twilight zone or is it because im not paying out of pocket? ok, maybe that comment was my anger and frustration getting the best of me. oh well, if the worse i do is vent on here, then who am i really hurting right? it just gets so overwhelmingly frustrating because none of them have told me whats wrong with me. im literally at a dead end. one psychiatrist specifically told me, you sound like you have borderline persoanlity disorder, but i dont like to label things..well **** neither do i doc but at least if i know what im dealing with then i can be able to treat it...geez its like they go to school for all those yrs just to become even more stupid and lose this ability we call common sense. arrggghhh!!!!! anyway, i came across this video and when i watched it i couldnt stop crying because it described me to a tee. it was as if who ever created it was spying on me and knew exactly how i felt. and ironically, it made me feel better cuz i felt like i was finally understood, even if not by a doctor who's profession is to be understanding, go figure, but at least for someone to know enough to make this video made me feel like i wasn't alone. watch it if you're interested in knowing what it feels like to be me on a day to day basis. I hope you can understand, cuz so few do.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WTBhKVEm_mA