really starting to feel him!

last night was excellent (appart from the sickness bugging me again all day) last night after a huge piece of lasagne i lay down on the sofa rubbed my cream on my belly and lay there watching telly with my hand on my tummy, i must have felt 10 proper twitches! i was so exited i forgot to tell paul, just kept turning over to see which positions i could feel him best, the only problem was as soon as i sat up i threw up, but i dont care it felt so beautiful! ive decided not to tell paul at every little movement as 1 of those 10 twitches i felt on the outside of my belly, so ill wait untill there strong enough for him to feel too as every time i get one paul tries to feel and then nothing happens i feel a bit dissapointed for him but i couldnt feel anything on the outside exept that 1 strong one last night. i really hope its my boy i can feel id feel a bit silly if it was wind again, but it felt different this time like theres actually something inside me wanting me to know hes there! i cant explain with words how wanderful i feel, i cant believe now that even for a second i wasnt going to go through with this! i love him already, hello baby i know your in there, hold on tight and keep letting your mummy know you are there, ill see u soon x