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How To Beat Cocaine

Aug 26, 2008 02:48PM - 30 comments

Although there does not seem to be many here at the moment addicted to cocaine, this is intented for those addicted to this evil drug that want to get and STAY clean. I too am a coke addict and it is the only thing in my life i have ever faced that i am completely powerless against. It took dozens and dozens and dozens of relapses and a near death experience to get clean and i'm not looking back. I believed it was impossible to get off this drug, but once i asked for help and learned what i needed to do, then i overcame the impossible. I promise you that life without this drug is a life and although it's scary to think of never using again, that is only a temporary thought, the thought of addiction.

I strongly suggest attending some N/A meetings. although i only went for a few weeks, i learned fast what i needed to do and being around people that understood helped so much. It's scary walking in for the first time, but instantly i was welcomed by 4 or 5 people right away and i felt comfortable there instantly. This forum has worked for me the most. It's here 24/7 with overwhelming support and people that understand.

Also check out the health pages. Avisg posted a very thorough and detailed explanation of cocaine cravings and how to stay clean from this drug. I found this to be one of the best readings on cocaine and very helpful.

What i have learned the most and why i have been beating this drug, is i now can recognize when im in trouble before it's to late. For me, I always say cocaine cravings have 3 stages and you CAN stop it before it reaches this 3rd stage, cause at that point it will be too late.

Stage One- cravings. coke cravings are easy to beat, they are simply thoughts about the drug and thoughts of using, but they are not extreme and just irrational thoughts that will go away quick, if you do not let this craving grow.

Stage Two-obsession- this is where i recognize the need for help. it's VERY important at this stage to seek support and be honest about your craving. at this point of obsession, the crazy thoughts start, remembering previous uses that you had fun, thoughts of buying coke and the knot in the stomach starts. if at this point you do not take control of this chances are you will reach the next stage and you won't turn back. seek help here, that is the hard part, but a must.

Stage Three- coke mode- knots in stomach, nose sometimes twitches and can smell cocaine. feeling high without using at this point makes you seek cocaine even more. the only thought on your mind is this drug and you will do whatever to get it. when i reach this point my mind has completely changed and there's no turning back. it's possible to not reach this stage with continued support and talking about it before it happens.

If you are serious about getting off this drug then it is going to take some commitment and work at first, but the reward is FREEDOM and a better life. I have never heard someone get off this drug and regret it. stick around, there is  alot of help here. Cathy5841 is also a good person to talk too as she has been clean from cocaine for 4.5 years:) This drug can be beat, but help and support is VITAL.  The first 90 days are key to recovery and your chances will double if you make it this far. Good luck to you.

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by lb87, Aug 26, 2008 02:55PM
thanks for this post very interesting.. im on 24 days so far so 66 for me to go :)

by dominosarah, Aug 26, 2008 03:31PM
Gizzy you just keep getting better and better!!!!  MaryP is going to do a special fly over for you too!!!!  LMAO   Great post my friend!!!!        hugs to you           MaryP

by kris123, Aug 28, 2008 08:45AM
Yep, you got the three stages right - the last stage is so true.  Once you are in the mode and you are going to get it and it is in your hand and then up your nose - nope no turning back.  It is more diffcult to get out of coke mode and I don't think I ever turned at that point.  Wow you really got it because as you gizzer i am to a past user.  

by gizzy32, Aug 28, 2008 03:17PM
Kris, you have done great, over 2 years now, well minus that little day:( I know you don't regret quitting and it does get easier, but it seems to linger in the dark just waiting. congrats on all your clean time.

by cathy5841, Aug 28, 2008 03:40PM
GREAT POST GIZ....on sept 1 i will have 5 years clean...it is a beast of a drug....but with support you can do anything!!!!even beat coke..

by twizzy, Aug 28, 2008 03:59PM
WOW,u learned everything u need to know about a lifetime disease by going to a lifetime program for a few weeks,,amazing,,and u suggest that someone go to "some" na meetings? Why? I"m not in na but even I know the program suggests daily meetings,sponsership,etc. etc. and u say "a few meetings". If u would have payed attention then your next meeting would be ca since na makes no distinction between drugs and would never give advice intended for 1 certain type of drug. My drug is the baddest,my addiction is diff from yours       typical addict thinking. I"m new here but I can see y no one talks about recovery. and that 90 day thing  gosh if I just dont use for 90 days I"m home free lol

by cathy5841, Aug 28, 2008 04:14PM
uummm twizzy, since you SAY you are new here i am gonna explain how things work here.  if you go to someone journal..that is their personal place....you respond with support and encouragement.  your response was totally uncalled for and warranted.  no one said their drug was the baddest or their addiction was worse than any one elses.  what the hell is wrong with you.  and typical addict thinking...whats that about....you are down right rude and obnoxouis...reminds me of someone that use to be here.  as far as the 90 days goes..nobody knows better than gizzy that aint so....so back up and think again before you post and spew your venom...we protect our own around here.

by gizzy32, Aug 28, 2008 04:27PM
Hi twizzy and welcome to the forum, there was a reason i stopped attending N/A and if i knew all there was to know i would not have to fight this still. i suggest N/A because i did learn quick, i did not want to dedicate my life going to meetings all the time and i found this place which i use a lot and has helped me incredibly. Actually statistically speaking chances do double if you make 90 days, not cured, i did not say that. i will always be an addict. i don't think i'll ever be home free. my journal was my experience and how i work my recovery.

You actually sound like someone i know on here. hmmmmm open an account less than an hour ago and say this, makes no sense. whaterver your reason for being here, good luck, but if you got hate mail please just PM it to me, this journal was intented to help those addicted to coke.

by twizzy, Aug 28, 2008 04:39PM
u dont know me but if thinking u do helps u then knock urself out. so chances of what double? what hate mail? I've noticed from reading posts that if a person questions a post it turns into bashing or hate mail and I'm still trying to figure out what u learned in na. this seems to be typical forum thinking,,HELP,Im desperate,i cant go on like this,im an addict,im killing myself,im hurting my family       WHAT?  leave my pc and go to a meeting are u kidding   hell no   i get recovery at my desk

by JENZ_N_RECOVERY, Aug 28, 2008 04:39PM
hey gizzy! very nicely said! also im very proud of you! and im AM in NA and I TOTALLY agree wit you! bein a member of na or not bein a member doesnt really matter here! were members of this forum and thats all that counts here! so i suggest to ANYONE who thinks differently that they write there OWN journal and post under it! i love you and your an awesome asset to this forum! KEEP COMMING BACK!!! member that?? na words! LMAO! love ya JENZ

by joann1975, Aug 28, 2008 04:42PM
Gizzy...GREAT POST! I have seen you come so far and you've always been here to help and support any of us struggling! I appreciate your posts and what an asset you are to this forum.

Twizzy...odd your name rhymes w/Gizzy's...anyway...your brand new AND jumped right into Gizzy's journal....stragne...anway as Cathy said is his personal thoughts. If you don't have encouraging words to say in someone's journal..don't say anything...it's NOT a requirement for you to express your negativity. If you had read it correctly Gizzy did NOT say after 90 days you are home free...he said your chances double. Alot of us are not able to make it to meetings for our own personal reasons...however here we are at the forum...getting the support we are able to get and doing the best we can to stay clean. This is just a thought/suggestion...how about you tell us your experiences with addiction and your struggles on your own post.

JoAnn

by bandnmom, Aug 28, 2008 04:43PM
twizzy....
first of all you are starting off on the wrong foot here, i will tell you that. We are a close knit community that help one another and never bash anyones ideas let alone their personal journals. If you dont like what you see then stop reading next time. We are here to offer support, advice and encouragment to one another. Everyone has diffrent opinions and ideas and i am sure, obviously, we will not like many of yours but when you are reaching out for help or offering help  we would never treat you the way you just treated Gizzy. You dont know him nor his story so until you know your facts and stop being mr./mrs. know it all step back and think before you type!

by gizzy32, Aug 28, 2008 04:43PM
End this please. good luck twizzy whatever your reason for being here. I said if you have hate mail for me just send it, just  not on my journal. i get recovery at my desk too.

by road2recovery, Aug 28, 2008 05:43PM
TWIZZY  ,GIZZY, LOL, Come on' u could of done better then that, and chose a name that didn't rhyme...omg, I find this so very funny....To be honest i was having a ****** day, and this was the first time i laughed...So thanks,,I really needed that ...It is not even drama, it is comedy...

Gizzy, Wizzy, Fizzy,  Keep it up, and even though there may not be alot here with coke addictions, i do beleive there are many that lurk and read, and you are helping them too....
Stay Strong


by twizzy, Aug 28, 2008 05:50PM
I have no hate mail (do u understand what that word means),,jenz if ur in na and u agree wit what he said you need to pay more attention to. anyways im getting my "towel" and heading to the "beach" then im coming back to get some recovery at my dresser lol,,the end

by bobby139, Aug 28, 2008 06:05PM
wow....well said everyone...except twizzy....way to go gizzy keeping your cool!!!!! Ya i agree this sounds like someone we all know...lol
love ya gizz and keep up the good work helping others and staying clean
love ya
bobby

by NautyOne, Aug 28, 2008 06:14PM
Holiday weekends are always big Triggers.  I hope everyone stays safe and Sober !!  Good Post Gizzalo.

Nauty............:-))

by JENZ_N_RECOVERY, Aug 28, 2008 06:21PM
let me tell u something TWIZZY....u dont come here to my home and tell me i need to pay more attention!!!! i am very attentive and if i werent then i wouldnt still b CLEAN!!! i have every book made by na i attend MY na meetings regulaly and my sponser is very pleased wit the way i work my steps....i shouldnt even be givin in to your sorry a** but i take my recvery very seriously!!! so u need to back off!! and like i said b4 write your OWN journal and stay off my boys UNLESS u have something nice to say that someone can actually USE!!!!!!!!! love JENZ

by tomanypills, Aug 28, 2008 07:33PM
wow jenz if you really have a sponser call her NOW, if your an example of na i recommend aa

by bobby139, Aug 28, 2008 07:45PM
WOW why do ppl have to come to someone elses journal and cause problems...dont get it....is this elem. school agian...There is nothin wrong with what gizzy or Jenz said....dont get it..sometimes i just have to lauph at some ppls mentality..LMAO

by JENZ_N_RECOVERY, Aug 28, 2008 07:58PM
I totally agree aunt deb...i should have never LOWERD myself to thier standards!!!! i no who i am and where ive came from and that happens to be a very long way....and thanks to pep like bobby and gizzy i will keep on truckin!!! thanks guys!! you no i love ya!

by bobby139, Aug 28, 2008 08:04PM
love ya to jenz and you have come along way girl...dont let ppl with little minds bring ya down!!!! What you said was fine you r sticking up for those who care and r good instead of coming to someones journal and trashing it...way to go girl im proud of you.

by NautyOne, Aug 28, 2008 08:48PM
I thought Jen was mad at Gizzy, and was Calling him TWIZZY.......lmao.  I even private messaged her to see what Gizzalo did to **** her off.......still....lmao !.......

I guess I am saying this is because there is a point.  "It's always best to read the entire thread".....lol.



by j34, Aug 28, 2008 08:57PM
Thks for the post! I too am recovering from cocaine and I tell you as of tommorow it will be 60 days and today was hard thanks for the update. It made me remember what to watch out for.

by gizzy32, Aug 28, 2008 09:02PM
Nauty-LMAO, im glad i came back on and checked this i am still laughing. I think TWIZZY has left us:(

j34, hey that is great to hear, i am 60 days clean from coke today, but my  2 months is tomorrow as i use the 29th as a quit date. i did not know you used this drug. anytime u wanna talk im around most days. Congrats on 2 months:)

by hopeful4us, Aug 28, 2008 10:02PM
Gizzy~
        GREAT POST!  It was you and cathy that showed me the way to a clean life! THANK YOU! THANK YOU! It was your wisdom about beating the drug that you passed on to me that helped me do it. You are a very caring  wonderful man..You care enough to share your knowledge with those that are still struggling to beat this devil drug. Many will benefit from your journal my friend..thank you for putting it in here.I can totally relate to the stages also..you are dead on.
Congrats on 2 months also..I didnt realize when i spoke to you earlier...Woo Hoo! Im so proud of you (as usual..lol)..Love ya buddy!

Lori

by lostfaith, Aug 28, 2008 11:11PM
New here too. I saw this .Couldnt resist.I have been using crack off and on for about  25 years off and on, sad but true.. More on than off in the past 5 years.It isnt an easy one to break thats for sure! I have tried CA ..I now have serious health issues..Think that drug ruined my health lLarge!
I fight the cravings  but need all the help that I can get thats why I am here..I end up giving  in as alot of my  companions  use also .Thats  a trigger and a half! I am very open to help here
ceej

by bandnmom, Aug 28, 2008 11:42PM
I do think all the grumpy ones that posted here finally realized they need rest!! haha!! i just wish everyone could just get along!! remember what they say...........if you cant say anything nice, dont say anything at all!!

Giz and Jenz and everyone else for that matter, i am proud of all of you and think you are doing great!! Keep it up!
hugs to you all,
Jen

by dominosarah, Aug 29, 2008 12:10AM
Another day is done, another clean day is behind us with another clean day ahead of us.    Gizzy this was a great journal entry.  Once again your real friends came thru and showed you what this battle is all about.  Doesnt get any better than that does it.  You are da bomb!!!!!    hugs to you          MaryP

by rlw25, Sep 21, 2008 07:51PM
hi everyone im knew to the forum...im just trying to figure out what stage i am at right now..i know i want to quit and it has to happen because im watching a lot of things in my life fall apart. i know i can do this. im just and ocasional user but everytime ido it the next day i sit and think about how i hate this drug and see what it has done to me. i know in quitting im going to lose over half of my friends but that is a choice im going to have to make..i also notice the only time i ever want tto do it is if i am drinking. when i am sober the thought never crosses my mind. has anyone else ever felt like this before? i notice when i am on cocaine all of my cares go out he window. im so glad this forum is here and i can talk with people that understand
rlw

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