My 2nd IVF journey to have my 2nd child...Is it meant to be?

I probably should have started this in June when I called my Fertility Doctor and declared, "I'm ready for my next baby!" So much has happened since then. In a blink of an eye, I've had 3 embryos transferred, a biochemical pregnancy and finally a terrible and sad endometrial lining shedding of my 3 embryos. I suppose that is technically a miscarriage. That was 2 weeks ago and I have decided to jump right back on the horse and give it one last shot with the 4 remaining embryos.

I started the Daily medication cycle on Monday Aug 25th of PNV, ASA and Estrace. I went to my medical doctor on Tuesday to add Ativan in an effort to reduce stress. I will have my lining checked for thickness on Sept 4th. The transfer is scheduled for Sept 12th with the 4 remaining embryos I have left.

I keep trying to remember the journey when my son's pregnancy was successful. The few things that stands out were: I was in love and my fiancee was just as excited as I was about our future together, I loved my job and was very happy to go to work everyday and I'd just bought a new home in an adorable family neighborhood. Everything was grand then. I very much had peace of mind. Two years later, my fiancee still hasn't married me, the housing market is taking a tumble and although I still love my job, it can be very stressful at times. My 2 year old son is a joy but he requires my undivided vigilance which leaves me with very little time to recover from a long day. With all of these external factors I realize I am going to have to take control of my environment and make it work toward my benefit. I am putting my all into being happy, resting, loving my son and thinking positive thoughts.  I am excited about my chances this time, so let the journey began!