Nov 14, 2010
so as of today my whole support system has gone to ****. on my birthday my older brother found out i was pregnant and proceeded to tell me that the best thing for me is an abortion. he says that he knows i wont be able to take care of a child becuase i can never clean my room or clean the house or go to school every single day. i understand a little bit of where hes coming from with the responsibility thing, but i knew when i found out a gut deep in my heart feeling that i could do this. and then my mom decided to let me know that the father and me arent together, his rap sheet is ridiculousy long, and he hasnt had a job for 4 months, i know this, this is why i broke up with him and then 4 days later found out i was pregnant. my mom was my biggest support system and when she looked at me and said the infamous "have you thought of other options" speech i was saddened, my mother who has had an abortion before always told me to never do it and that she regreted it her whole life and now shes telling me to go ahead with it becuz im behind in school and have to wait another year and a half for my associates. i couldnt believe it. then to top it all off me and the father had a huge fight becuz he just cant get it through his head that i cant trust a damn thing about him or anything that he says. i knew i could do this when i found the news out but after what my bro and mom says im so unsure of myself. i just dont know what to do anymore.