Oct 21, 2010
been up for last day plus. got a lot of stuff done like winterizing vehicles and stuff orgainized. Trying to do something positive as I have only felt like vegging out. Tried to hang myself 2 nights ago. rope broke. Back is black and blue. I think I may have cracked a rib, but not about to go find out. Oldest sons BD on the 27th. He is staying good to his vow to never speak to me again. oh well, too bad, so sad, life stumbles on.