Strange night, was on the phone and had some of the usual thoughts, but devoid of emotional attachment? Like suicidal ideas but without an urge, more an intellectual desire.
Also, my french dad yelled at Hugo for like 2 seconds and it really freaked me out, like I bailed upstairs and was like shaking. I don't know why; i've dealt with a LOT of family issues but it being here was a bit different, perhaps shattering the paradigm its a perfect family? I dunno.