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Dec 25, 2010 - 3 comments
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pretty good

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christmas

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family

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friends

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meds

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dad

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Work

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complacency

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Improvement



ended up getting to sleep without too much drama. the cat is sitting on my lap now, expressing love. that makes me feel good.

yeah, it was pretty late, spoke to sasha till like 3am, that helped me sleep I think.

my french mum just made me a coffee and brought it out to me whilst I was smoking. I love her, I love this family, couldnt have been luckier.

spoke with aus family this morning, and friends. all good. dad broke down on the phone to me about work again. its really really sad. he is THE hardest worker in the world, and its not appreciated. hes going to get fired (resign, i assume) again.

i really hope the ***** who has ****** him over has a terrible christmas, and im not a spiteful person. e.g. people who bashed me, have a happy christmas.

i only have a couple of concerns, yesterday was terrible, until my mind went into self defense mode. i thought our conversation later was really good, maybe not though. i cant read her at the moment, not going to try. i thought she was pretty insensitive/rude/complacent/something about the christmas thing i did for her. oh well, God`s will. she didnt call like she said she would. not too fussed, ill call tomorrow probably.

gotta remember to take meds!

hope i cope well today, i think i will, somewhat suprisingly.

happy christmas.

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by benjim, Dec 25, 2010
Some additional notes as they arise!

Just had a shower, feel good about my body today, weight loss is sick. Hi abs. Vain? Its my journal,I'm just noting my thoughts, its nice to have some good ones.

3rd planet - modest mouse. Oh wow.

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by benjim, Dec 25, 2010
I DON'T WANT ALCOHOL FAMILY DON'T FORCE ME.

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by Hmaw, Dec 25, 2010
Oh hey abs how ya going ;)
I've been working out everyday fir the past three weeks and I've lost 9 kg's. Feel ****** awesome
And shOve the drinks up there arse and ask for some pure French GREEN tea

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