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really thin ice

Dec 28, 2010 - 1 comments
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Crying

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fragile

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suicide

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help

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official

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past

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Music

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future

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Guitar



i'm scared, okay? at the same time i'm peaceful.

i just found a new band and i'm in love.

i don't know i'm going to make it. but I said I will. just please, please don't interrupt this trip. don't tell my parents, don't tell anyone.

and in exchange i promise to get help when i get back. but i might need you to come with me. because i'm terrified, okay? i'm a wreck.

occasionally i get glimpses of the future and its strange. like i used to have this thing where for a second i would feel exactly as I had before, it was as if my soul was back in that body, that reality, for a second. its so hard to describe.

anyway, its happening again, but this time to the future i think. its strange, but good i guess?

we couldn't figure out why i have a problem with these things being official. i'm just not sure i could bear to know?

i don't know. please stay with me.

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by sasha_c_sasha, Dec 28, 2010
I love you benji

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