Jan 11, 2011
well went back to doctors and my womb as collapsed and got really bad scaring from the adiminal abletion i had in may 2010. Dont really know what to say but felt that if i start to write down my feeling day to day it might help me or ev en someone eles. they want to get my operation done in the next 4 to 6 weeks.
i live with my partner of 9 years i am 28 years old and i have to great kids. the hardest thing to get my head around is how we are going to cope with the kids and how the kids are going to cope i am so hands on with every think they do i am hating the idea of leave hubby to clean the house cause he never dose it the way i do lol and i am not someone who can sit and do nothing. i am scared of the pain will i be able to handle it will i be a hormonal reck will things be the same better or worse between me and hubby in the bedroon stakes afterwards will i still want to will he still want to with me. my life has been on hold for the last 4 years cause of pain bad periods cramping will i feel ready to take on the world after or will i feel less of a women and want to just hide
its somethink i have to do cause i can not cope with the 2 weeks out of a month but can i cope with the after xx