Jan 26, 2011
I had to reschedual my blood test so that I could actually go in and not have to worry about being to work on time ,Sigh, So im bumped back till monday or tuesday hopefully I dont get called in again this is to important. I started haveing a little red blood here and there but very light and only when I whipe. Im trying really hard to just go with everything I talked with the nurse who told me to treat my body as if it were pregnant and to just relax .
I have bin carrying bottles of water with me so that im not tempted to drink soda or caffine and I have bin sleeping alot more .The only thing is the waiting game seing what will happen .My boss knows that I cannot work those two days so hopefuly they don't call me in.The only reason I stayed to work was because my boss broke his foot so I ended up taking another shift .Sigh.I hope i don't spot or have anymore bleeding ,its scary now everytime I wipe I don't want to look down but I have to so that I can monitor it .Gonna get some more sleep and listen to my Ipod .....I guess what I am terrified of is that im pregnant and will have a miscarry or not pregnant and be disapointed and a little let down :(