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Posted fot those that think " I have to feel this Way" Taken from my facebook..

Feb 02, 2011 - 2 comments
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Addiction

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OCD

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Agoraphobia

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Depression

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Anxtiety

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Panic Disorder

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Cancer

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stage 4



I am Not trying to make Anyone Mad, So Please try and hear me out.
I have told everyone what Stage of Cancer I am and what the Doctors have told me. I also try and always add that I will fight with all I have and Make it clear I am Not giving up. I am just the sort of Person who learns or does better when told then in and outs and the ...Bottom Line and then I go for it, after I get it all in me.
But seems each time I say this sort of update or something like that, on this site or the other I go to. There is Someone that has to say to me, God is going to heal You. Rhea Don't talk that way. For One I have Said OVER AND OVER AGAIN THIS IS THE WAY I WORK THE WAY I GET IT IN MY OWN HEAD. 2nd thing is i know GOD HEALS...I never Once said he does not or won't.
BUT I CAN TELL YOU THIS FOR SURE, IF FOR SOME REASON i WENT around saying God is going to heal me and 6 Months from Now I'm in bed dieing and I keep Saying I am what I say. So God is Healing me and I trust this and then I'm laying there and I'm pretty sure at some point you know you are dieing I could and Might be a Bit Pissed off for God Not Healing me.
Now Please hear me again, I am going to beat this CANCER LETS TAKE IT FARTHER AND TELL YOU GOD WILL HEAL ME....I"m Not giving Up ...By No means I don't know why when I tell everyone how it is or what I'm Looking at in ODD's People (most the time my christian friends) get mad at me...? I really can't bare the thought of one thinking I know Better then God how this is going to Turn out and again to be Mad thinking GOD WHY DID YOU NOT HEAL ME?
So lets understand each other.

Hello my name Is Rhea there is a lot to me but right now I am fighting for my life against Cancer Stage 4 Melanoma
This does not make me who I am but it is a big part of my life
I am along with God Fighting for all the time I can get...I will shock the Doctors and such and Give this Cancer Hell So to speak..thanks for reading love You all Rhea

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by crackerjack4u2, Feb 02, 2011
Hello Rhea,
You are definitely a fighter my friend,  and I wish you the best of luck in any treatment or method you decide to try to rid yourself of cancer.  Yes, God heals, but God also gave men/women the intelligence and ability to develop other means of helping to fight our diseases and illnesses. I agree one should not sit around, doing nothing, while waiting for a miracle without using all the resources that have been made available to them in the process.  So you Go Girl, Give that Cancer Hell, We are all Rooting for you.  Huggs and God Bless Brenda

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by doneaddict, Feb 23, 2011
You are an inspiration to me. I wish you the best and god bless.

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