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Just getting to know myself is going to take so much time. I am finally at a time in my life where there's nobody else to take care of anymore. It is time to fulfill my dreams....
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Stress definitely makes you sick
Oct 16, 2007 06:43PM
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Well, after weeks of being exhausted and trying to get my house on the market, it has finally taken its toll. I have some kind of virus or something that is making me quite ill. It's all I can do to get thru the day of work & come home and go to bed.
At least I finally have the house listed and am praying that it will sell before Christmas.
I am not looking forward to going to court next month, but know that it is the only way to resolve the property issues. I was hoping to get thru without hiring a lawyer, but that is going to be extremely difficult.
I hate living in a small town because there are times when I don't want to be asked every day about where my husband is and why did we break up so suddenly when we seemed like the perfect couple. It is embarassing and I don't want to explain what he did to everyone. I am sick of talking about it and of having neighbours asking what else I am selling besides the house!
My step-daughter is coming home for a few days and it will be nice to see her. I hope she doesn't have any more panic attacks and I hope her father goes to jail for what he did to her. I am still angry about it all.
Even tho I have been trying to take care of myself, meditate and handle things as they arise, I still got very ill. I need a few days off just to rest and relax. I will try to spend time doing that over the weekend. Maybe by then I will feel better.
It cheeses me off that my husband is already out dating and stuff & I can't even think like that yet. Why do men find it so easy to replace you with a younger model? I am still a vibrant, talented woman, but I will never meet someone living in a town of 600 (mostly seniors). I will have to move away after I sell my house.
At least I finally have the house listed and am praying that it will sell before Christmas.
I am not looking forward to going to court next month, but know that it is the only way to resolve the property issues. I was hoping to get thru without hiring a lawyer, but that is going to be extremely difficult.
I hate living in a small town because there are times when I don't want to be asked every day about where my husband is and why did we break up so suddenly when we seemed like the perfect couple. It is embarassing and I don't want to explain what he did to everyone. I am sick of talking about it and of having neighbours asking what else I am selling besides the house!
My step-daughter is coming home for a few days and it will be nice to see her. I hope she doesn't have any more panic attacks and I hope her father goes to jail for what he did to her. I am still angry about it all.
Even tho I have been trying to take care of myself, meditate and handle things as they arise, I still got very ill. I need a few days off just to rest and relax. I will try to spend time doing that over the weekend. Maybe by then I will feel better.
It cheeses me off that my husband is already out dating and stuff & I can't even think like that yet. Why do men find it so easy to replace you with a younger model? I am still a vibrant, talented woman, but I will never meet someone living in a town of 600 (mostly seniors). I will have to move away after I sell my house.
by bluphoenixangel, Oct 16, 2007 07:32PM
Instead of getting frustrated about your husbands need to fill the void, look at it this way, everyone once thought he was great for you and looks were decieving then, right? Pity her since she has no idea what she has gotten herself into. Never refer to yourself as property in any way, it defaces your value. Be relieved that the weight and stress of being married to that man is now off your back, and yes i speak from experience. It all seems surreal in the beginning, getting back to what you assume "normal" to be. The best way to deal with it is to take it one day at a time. Who said you need to stay in town to find someone, try a special road trip, a celebration for moving on, a personal party if you will. Realize you deserve more and want more than he was willing to give you, never short-change yourself, only you will suffer. Please do not let his actions scar you and keep you from future potention relationships but do continue to be cautious. Give your stress to God. Take Care, God Bless and Good Luck with the sale of your house and life.
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