Mar 15, 2011
today, tuesday, is a good day... anger is finally tired. got it out (on the bag... kickboxing... great stuff) and the spinning bike, a present from my great friend Michael who is probably more scared than I am right now... and overall feeling better, feeling like ready to take action, no matter what thursday brings... no triggers, no wanting to get high one way or another, still reading, talking to you guys and to my docs... very positive... but yet: my motto (which i stole somewhere else... :)
hoping for the best, preparing for the worst.
i like it! it's got a good ring to it...
hopefully tonight i can sleep though. I always had insomnia and every time something in my life gets a bit intense, a bit nerve racking i am up and circling around all night long... can't switch it off... but now i found this place and of course some night owls (such as myself) so it makes the night goes fast... wishing all my new friends a great evening!