Mar 30, 2011
creating a calorie defecit of a minimum of 1000 a day, means eating under 500 a day but its working out just fine. I'm finding it really hard to sleep at the moment, and emotionally I'm exhausted.
My boyfriend doesn't love me anymore, but says he does. He wants a break, and I know he wont try and see me at any time during that break- meaning he wont fall in love with me again.
I feel really alone right now, and all my friends are at uni having fun. I wish I was a different person. Maybe if I lose enough weight, I can be the person he wants.