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tired of everything

Apr 13, 2011 - 0 comments
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methadone

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TIRED

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treatment

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everything.



woke up feeling like crap haven't slept more than 3 or 4 hrs a night. Its like I don't feel anything anymore I have fought all my life, fought to survive the streets fought to get clean and stay that way and for what? So that the people who are suppose to be helping me are hell bent on destroying me. I should be losing it they want to detox me after being on methadone close to 30 yrs but like I said it doesn't seem to matter. I am suppose to start treatment for hep c and I don't even care about that. I just feel numb and I'm tired of fighting this battle it doesn't matter if u stay clean or not your damned if u do & damned if u don't.

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