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The confusion

Apr 25, 2011 - 0 comments
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Ok, so im not exactly sure about how this works but i am just going to poor my heart out. I am 17 years and on the 8th of April i had sex with a guy without protection, twice in one night. I have had protected sex since then but lately i have been feeling nauseous, bloated, emotional, my breasts and nipples are very sore and i have pain in my side abdomen. I have recently began bleeding and i thought it was my normal period but this one seems to be extremely light, usually i have quite a heavy flow. I dont know if it is my period or implantation bleeding. Every time i see a pregnant lady or hear something about pregnancy in general i get butterflies. Me being a spiritual person i question if this is a sign that i am in fact pregnant.
My brother became a dad at 17 years old as well he seems to be doing really well and got lots of support. I have told my younger brother (16yrs) about the possible pregnancy and he said he would make me get an abortion. My heart is too warm and loving to get an abortion and i know that if i was pregnant adoption would rip me apart inside. I would keep the baby and do everything in my will power to provide all the needs and most of the wants for that baby. Of the whole thing i would be most scared about telling my parents about the pregnancy. I have told a couple of my friends and they are really supportive and continue to tell me that if i am i would make an amazing mother. I have taken two pregnancy tests but they have both come out negative. 17 days on and i am so unsure of whether i am pregnant or not. The wait and possibility is killing me!

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