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Scared and Confused

May 12, 2011 - 0 comments
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Pregnancy

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adoption

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abortion

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scared pregnancy

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no doctors

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nausea vomiting

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methadone maintainence

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Scared and confused

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stress

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help



Well the reason as to why i have been so sick has come to light. I am pregnant. Now before anyone congratulates me please know that this was not planned nor wanted. I am on contraceptives, which apparently did not work. I do not have a family doctor so the stress of what i am gonna do i compounded by not knowing how far along i am, which seriously affects my options. I already have two children and i am on methadone. This is not a point i my life that i am ready to bring another child into this world. My relationship with the kids father (this baby also) is rocky at best. It also doesn't help that i cant talk to anyone about it because i don't want anyone to know. Please save the pro-life lectures as i don't know what i am going to do yet. Any advice or support would be greatly appreciated.

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