May 18, 2011
So alot in my life has changed over the past 2 months. I have gotten off of methadone, found christ, buried my great uncle, lived thru about 9 tornados in one day alone, and now my stepmom has brain cancer. All I can say is wow when it rains it pours. Withdrawals from the methadone are pretty well gone already thank god. I dont know that I could handle withdrawals and everything that is going on right now. My sister is still using very heavily (crack, meth, benzo's and no telling what else). I have had to be the strong one in the family as my dad is a vietnam vet and he is dissabled and everything is taking a toll on him right now. They just took my step mom 3 hours away to get her treatments started (radiation). They have already told her "this is not a cure simply a service" so now its time to just sit back and wait and let the cards fall. But if there is anything I hate its waiting.