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BFP... i think... maybe... lol... **color me SHOCKED**

Jun 15, 2011 - 28 comments
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Ok so yesterday i was 10dpo and AF always arrives like clockwork and I was 24 hours late so i went ahead and tested with an internet cheapy! I see a very VERY faint line... I THINK! So i go running into the living room screaming at my hubby, who is minding his own buisness relaxing in front of the tv (lol), "I PEED ON A STICK AND I NEED A SECOND OPINION ASAP!" He was thoroughly freaked out by my tone and came running into the kitchen where i had taken my pee stick to analyze it in better light! Keep in mind my hubby is completely clueless about all the sticks i pee on and how you interpret the results (I've tried to explain it all before but the difference in OPKs and preg tests just throws him for a loop and he cant keep up, but who can blame him... i STILL have to consult the directions after 4 months of OPKs and 14 months of preg tests). Sooooo back to my story... my clueless hubby runs in the kitchen and I say "how many lines do you see????" Then i immediately realize he thinks he is looking at an OPK stick! "Perfect!" I think to myself, "his view will be completely unbias"!  So he looks at it for a few seconds and says I THINK there's two? RIGHT?" (yes, he answered as though it was a trick question! ROFL). I tell him to hold it under the light and tell me how many HE thinks HE sees! He moves under the light and says "OH, TWO! Definitely two lines" and then he hands it back to me with no expression at all. I say "are you confused?" he says "umm... VERY!", I say "this is a PREG test! 2 lines means a baby! Are you SURE you see two??" He says "yes! TWO!" Ok, fine we both see two, but im still in denial and not convinced! This morning at 4am i wake up to pee and take another test... another very faint line, but its thicker (not darker, just thicker)... nope i'm still not convinced! I'm going to continue to test cuz i still have 8 cheapies to waste and if i continue to get positives then i'm going to buy a digital when i run out of cheapies because I'm pretty sure that until I see the word "pregnant" on a test I'm not going to believe it. But by all appearances it seems I've finally gotten my BFP after 14 months! The only thing I changed was I used natural progesterone cream after ovulation! I HIGHLY recommend this stuff to anyone with a LPD! I tried all kinds of natural remedies to lengthen it but nothing worked until the NPC and it worked on my first cycle using it!!!

BTW... i would have loved to be able to post a picture of my test so you ladies could help me analyze it but my hubby threw it away after a hour of me staring at it... and THEN he caught me digging thru the trash looking for it (I just needed to see it one more time!!!! I swear! ROFL!! Dont judge me!) so he took the trash to the dumpster as soon as i got in the shower! Oh well, I'm testing again tonight and hopefully the line will be darker and I'm definitely taking a pic before it gets thrown away this time! =P  

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by FairyGirl15, Jun 15, 2011
OMG Im having the same issue! I POAS this morning and I think I see a faint line! look at my blurry pics to see if you can see it!

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by Yanna26, Jun 15, 2011
Well CONGRATS!!! I hope this is your BFP and FairyGirl15 I think I can see your line so Hopefully Ill get mine next

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by FairyGirl15, Jun 15, 2011
Its super faint but my aunt thinks she sees it too. I just texted DH and let him know that we may be pregnant!

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by bnphillips28, Jun 15, 2011
FairyGirl15, In one of the new pix you posted I think i can see the line but its blurry so I can't be certain! Can't wait to test again this afternoon and see what we get!!! How awesome would it be to both get our positives at the same time?? Then we could be preggo buddys and hold each others hand during the whole process! YAY! I'd love that! Are you going to test again tonight?? I mean c'mon.. how could you NOT test tonight after getting a "is it really there" line?!?! It's pretty much mandatory at this point, lol, all my self control has went out the window! =))

Yanna26, THANKS!! I know i see a line but I'm still majorly in denial about it! Hopefully i'll get clearer answers soon! When can you test??? **TONS of SSBD**

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by FairyGirl15, Jun 15, 2011
I really want to, but Im out of tests. Im considering after DD gets up to walk to the store and buy some. I was thinking of getting a digital one. I think I know which test you're talking about..the first one?

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by retta483, Jun 15, 2011
when your not sure get a digital :)  congrats on the bfp !

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by Yanna26, Jun 15, 2011
I'm gone test in the morning

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by bnphillips28, Jun 15, 2011
FairyGirl15, Yes the first pic is the one I'm talking about! I wanna get a digital but I don't want to until I'm out of my cheapies, i would feel wasteful! LOL

retta483, Thanks! Yeah, i've already told DH that i want to get a digital but i'm trying to hold out until Friday to get one because I still have 8 cheapies. But i know that until I see the word "pregnant" I'm not going be fully believe! It has my brain on overload!! =P

Yanna26, how many dpo will you be or are you not sure? Good luck I hope you get your BFP too!!!! We can form a club! hahahaha!! Keep us updated pretty please! =)

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by FairyGirl15, Jun 15, 2011
Its very faint. Im totally out of tests, Care to share? lol just kidding. I think Im gonna count this as a BFP! Im so bloated today again. Almost another sweatpant day. Bbs dont wanna stay in bra....Im getting that 4th boob effect. They just feel heavy.

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by JoJo629, Jun 15, 2011
CONGRATS!! i'd count it!!

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by snagglepuss1, Jun 15, 2011
Why do us women put ourselves through the cheapy test ordeal? I knew I had seen my faint bfp on a cheapy test but dh just did not believe, not way he could disagree with the clear blue digital though! hehe :D
baby dust to all of you ttc and ssbd to those of us who have already conceived!

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by bnphillips28, Jun 15, 2011
FairyGirl15, I would totally send you some if you weren't so far away and the mail wasn't so damn slow! LOL! It would kill two birds with one stone... you would get some freebies and I could go buy a digital without feeling so wasteful! =) I'm not as bloated today as I was yesterday but i've got the 4th boob thing happening too! Everytime i even slightly bend over they just pop out the top of my bra... DH is loving that part... although i'm not sure why since i'm already a DD on a normal day! I told him they were going to end up grotesquely large and he said there's no such thing! LMFAO! Ummm... i DEFINITELY disagree! hahahahaha. Plus my nipples are a bit sensitive AND my BBs are covered in veins! And I'm peeing every 20-30 mins which is driving me CRAAAAZY!!! LOL! Oh, and when i woke up at 4am this morning it was because I felt like i was going to vomit but i ate some crackers and it went away! So i'm thinking that it HAS to be a BFP, i've never had these symptoms before! Even my imaginary symptoms in past months weren't like these! =P

JoJo629, Thanks!!! It's finally starting to sink in but I think i'm just still in shock! After seeing COUNTLESS negatives (im a POAS addict) the positive just doesn't seem real to me yet! But i'm finally starting to allow myself to get excited about it!

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by Yanna26, Jun 15, 2011
@Bnphillips28 Im 10dpo so i might just test 2night and Thanks

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by bnphillips28, Jun 15, 2011
Snagglepuss1, I'm a POAS addict and we've been trying for 14 months so cheapies were the only way not to break the bank! It was no big deal when I was getting BFNs but now that I think I got a BFP I suddenly don't trust the tests! I thought it was just me being crazy but i'm glad other people have trouble trusting them too! The weird thing is when i told DH that two lines means a baby he was calm, cool, and collected while I was stressing and over-analyzing my pee stick to the extent of digging thru the trash for just ONE more look! ROFL! He was the one that trusted the test immediately and I'm the skeptical one, STRANGE! He still has no doubt that I am preg, he is just waiting for me to convince myself at this point! LOL!

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by bnphillips28, Jun 15, 2011
Yanna26, definitely test tonight! I was 10dpo yesterday when I got my first faint line! And on the poll I posted asking people what DPO they got their BFP a good percentage said 10dpo! Never hurts to try!! Good luck!!!!

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by bnphillips28, Jun 15, 2011
BTW.... I LOVE this community and the friends I have made here! This is something I so desperately want to talk about but I'm not certain enough yet to tell family and friends. Me and my mom are SUPER close, she is my best friend but I can't even tell her because she has been waiting for 14 months to hear this news so if i tell her and then I find out that I'm not preg then she will be crushed! I have to be absolutely 100% positive before i tell anyone and I've sworn my DH to secrecy too! So i'm very thankful i can talk to you wonderful ladies who i know can all relate! **HUGS**

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by Yanna26, Jun 15, 2011
THANKS AND GOODLUCK

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by snagglepuss1, Jun 15, 2011
hurry with the next test stick so we can have a look at it!
I know completely what you mean about expensive tests, and cheapies being a good alternative, but we put ourselves through so much stress with the " is it a line, oh i'm not sure" lol
i too am a poas addict! maybe we should start a club! haha

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by bnphillips28, Jun 15, 2011
Snagglepuss1, LOL! I already sent my DH a text that said "Come on quitting time! I got sticks to pee on!!" LOL!!! We most definitely torture ourselves with the "is that a line?" cheapies! We could call our club "addicted to torturing ourselves with cheapy pee sticks"... ok, maybe the name needs a lil work! hehe

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by FairyGirl15, Jun 15, 2011
Im 10 dpo today. I woke up at 4 having to pee really bad but I didn't want to spoil the test so i waited till like 6 and tested. I usually dont wake up in the middle of the night to pee. My bbs dont feel really sensitive, just a little but they feel heavier. And I have the same problem as you..Im large breasted and yeah...

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by retta483, Jun 15, 2011
Im a poas aholic as well Id pee on a stick when i was pregnant just to see the pretty positive come up :) LOL thats bad  I got a free digital with my opk's  so im saving it until i get 2 lines on my internet cheapies . I order them off ebay like 50 opk and 10 pregnancy tests for 9.00 cant beat that :) I have  six kids and one angel baby so I try to get them for cheap .congrats on the bfp ladies Loretta

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by bnphillips28, Jun 15, 2011
Retta483, You can join our POAS-aholics club!! LOL! I'm pretty sure I'll be doing the same thing and peeing on them just to make sure everything is as it should be all through out the pregnancy because I'm crazy like that too! hehe!

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by FairyGirl15, Jun 15, 2011
I tested again. BFP

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by snagglepuss1, Jun 15, 2011
well all i can say is if you are a poas aholic....wait until you have the baby! i'm a TOTAL pramaholic too! 3 kids and i've had like 10 or 11 buggies! dh says 1 and 1 only buggy with this baby...but mwahahahaha...i'll get my wicked way no doubt and have several! :D

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by bnphillips28, Jun 17, 2011
I just had to look up Pram to see what they are! OMG... I'm officially in love them! Oh nooo! LOL

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by FairyGirl15, Jun 17, 2011
I just looked them up too. Wow...those are some lovely strollers.

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by bnphillips28, Jun 17, 2011
I know, right?!?! I LOVE LOVE LOVE the coach built prams!!! Of course I would love the most expensive and least practical one, lol, but i've always loved things that look antique-y! =)

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by FairyGirl15, Jun 17, 2011
I've already created a registery at Target, and I dont have the foggiest clue of what Im having yet. Think Im jumping the gun?

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