Jul 27, 2011
for sometime now i had what most of you had...headaches, pain, dizziness, muscle spasms, tingling on my hands, was tired...how was i ever going to know anything about MS. Its not something people talk about. Until the doctor mentioned it, I had no clear idea of what it was!
Today, i got an answer to all my questions. I am not crazy! i was not making this up for attention (i heard that a few times) I have MS. Today i am able to put the dots on my I's. Its a relief to know. I worried so much for over 8 months. The first MRI didnt show many spots, so I had to wait the longest 6 months (8 cause i didnt schedule it on time) to get the answer.
Scared? of course i am. I think if my kids. I don't want them to HAVE to take care of me. I don't want to be a burden for anyone. For now, i am good. I am able to be me and do my own thing. Treatment? idk yet! Neuro will have to tell when i see him.
For now, I accept this. I do know I trust the Lord, he doesn't make mistakes. Something good will HAVE to come out of this. Something that I will really be looking for LOL (its hiding somewhere).
I will be coming around here more often.