Aug 15, 2011
So .....tomorrow i find out via the blood test how far along i am....Did i mention 2 weeks ago I had a dream that i took three pregnancy tests and they were all positive, one of them had blood on it...complicated dream..but...today the nurse tested me twice with the test sticks, and also took my blood..how awesome is that? 3 positive pregnancy tests, one a blood test...JUST LIKE IN MY DREAM! ...wow....
I am in so much pain right now it almost brings me to tears,,,ive wanted this baby for 2 years..literally..Aug 29th makes 2 years since I married the love of my life. My breasts are sore beyond belief, i have a headache out of this world, and these cramps just wont go away....and I am so greatful for this all...I feel like crying...this is so surreal....
my hubby doesnt believe im pregnant, or at least hes not acting like it ...when i told him today while he was at work,, he was like okay...(some background) since ive been married ive told my husband i thought i was pregnant at least 30 times..(im not joking either) its no wonder he doesnt believe me! Ive wanted this for so long..and it didnt happen until i finally let go...and let God have his way.
I dont really blame DH though, i mean..i dont even really believe im pregnant right now..yes i took home the two pregnancy tests with me,..and theyre tucked away right here in my bible..but..this cant finally be happening to me, could it? my GOD, how awsome is he...I just pray for a healthy little baby..i was so obsessed about having a boy when i was trying, now..i just want a healthy little zee or little michael...I cant believe this.. Thank you guys for your support thus far! I will keep you updated with the results tomorrow!