I am being encouraged to see a counselor to talk about my MC. Apparently, I have taken it harder than I first thought. TTC-ing again has put my attention in the positive direction and has kept me from dwelling on the negative.
When I was on pelvic/bed rest during the MC plus the no BD-ing after the D&C, all I had to really focus on was the negative. I think I scared my DH and he just wanted to be there for me and I wouldn't let him.
I had an appt today but the place messed up so I rescheduled for next week. I just don't want him/her (the counselor) to think I'm a "crackpot". I don't care how much training they have. Everyone judges. And I have problems being judged or evaluated based on something negative (that happened ONCE) that they hear when I am mostly a happy, outgoing and confident person.