Miserable

OMG, I am in so much pain right now, I can not sit still!!   I have walked circles around my house for the last 2 days trying to get comfortable,  This is ridiculous,  I cannot get an appt with a doctor because no doctor in my area is taking any more workers comp patients so therefore I have to wait unitl march 3rd to go to a pain clinic  that is still about an hour away from where I live.............I am so stressed and sick of hurting every day,  it is mentally exhausted and frustrating!    I would love to have just one day of my life back before I hurt all the time, To be able to get on the floor and play with my kids, to run with them and just have fun......I hate this.   I am so sad and depressed right now I could just cry and cry and cry some more.  My husband doesn't help matters any, he is as lazy as they come when it comes to helping around the house,  everything that gets done is by me, when i can find the strength and the energy to do it......just utterly and completely miserable.