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Sep 28, 2011 - 0 comments
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I seem to have picked this one really rare medical ailment and I find myself sometimes freaking out for no reason over it. I don't have it and chances are VERY slim that I'll ever get it, but I am terrified of it. I think it's because it seems like it's possibly the most horrible thing that could happen to a person, and it's become one of my biggest fears. I'm not even going to say what it is because I don't want to traumatize anyone else lol. Yesterday at work I suddenly worried that I was seconds away from getting it, and I felt that all too familiar heat rise from my core. I started to feeling a little faint, hot, and dizzy, but I breathed through it and calmed my dumb *** down. So that's a good thing. Now if only I could forget this stupid medical thing, I think I would be happy.

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