Oct 07, 2011
I am about at an entire day clean. This is probably the millionith time I have tried. I just can never seem to get it. I always find myself back to day one with the struggles and withdrawl point. God, I just need to go home and get some sleep. I can't make it with the whole job thing. I need an upper to keep me awake. What scares me the most is I honestly do not know if I really am ready deel down inside to stay clean. I hope I aml. I want to be. But don't know how to do things different. especially when I work swing when all the town meetings are. Good news is, I am not craving bad right now.