Oct 07, 2011
I really don't know what I am doing. I mean I never imagined myself involved in a from online to communicate my deep feelings. I don't even know if I am doing this right. I have no clue how I ended up on this website.one of my bored traded out lonely night browsing the internet hoping there is support for people like me. I feel crazy. Just some mentally ill stuffing addict trying to take it all one day at a time. Since I don't talk to people much I keep notebooks that I write pages in a day. I LOVE to write so if anyone on this site gets to know me you will find I can just spend forever writing. And I'm so lonely. I need something to help me stay clean. Get out of this depression and back to functioning in the real world. ****. I really don't know what I am doing. This is weird. Really weird.