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what am i doing?

Oct 07, 2011 - 3 comments
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Depression

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I really don't know what I am doing. I mean I never imagined myself involved in a from online to communicate my deep feelings. I don't even know if I am doing this right. I have no clue how I ended up on this website.one of my bored traded out lonely night browsing the internet hoping there is support for people like me. I feel crazy. Just some mentally ill stuffing addict trying to take it all one day at a time. Since I don't talk to people much I keep notebooks that I write pages in a day. I LOVE to write so if anyone on this site gets to know me you will find I can just spend forever writing. And I'm so lonely. I need something to help me stay clean. Get out of this depression and back to functioning in the real world. ****. I really don't know what I am doing. This is weird. Really weird.

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by littlebit667, Oct 08, 2011
I was like you searching for help as I was trying to stop taking opiates.  I looked at a lot of sites that had info but had not been used in one or two or three years.  This one has been wonderful.  I managed to get clean cold turkey, went thru the withdrawals and am now 28 days clean.  The people here have been nothing but supportive.  I hope you get the support you need too.  There is really no right or wrong.  There are a few  "don't do's".  They are the terms of service or faq's.  I finally read them yesterday.  Be sure and check them out.  They are at the top of any of the forum pages...I don't have any miracle cures..but perhaps the accumulation of the info you ask for and get will help you get there.  

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by drifter0213, Oct 08, 2011
i am also on day 28 i will pray for another month here monday keep fighting the fight ok

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by rogelio63, Oct 08, 2011
You've only been here a little while and you already helped me in one of your responses.  It's one day at a time.  Being clean for one day is huge.  You know why?  Because this time you're going to take a deep breath and step out on day two and look back and say, " I did it for one day, I can do it for another! "
This is a good community.  We'll be checking in with you.
Rodger

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