No hope for dope

I know it all feels the same and the world is in a circle, but I can't find my direction. He would know that if there was someone there to help. I know nothing will be the same, so I change that. It's good to have blinds covering something you dont want to look through, What can I say. What have I done so wrong to deserve it is the main question. No answer tho everyday, every hour. No answer.I'm here no one else is here. could there be peace in so much sorrow. Living in sorrow everyone is in sorrow, vice versa the same will I really be free.