Oct 26, 2011
Today I am 20 days clean. Its a weird feeling. the first couple weeks were very easy and positive, which is weird since its normally the opposite. I have been having cravings the last few days. I haven't taken anything and I dont plan to, But the cravings are there. I guess its only to be expected. I have been working with myself, having alot of introspection. I have been given this Free Pass from Withdrawals and Im not going to throw that chance away. I just think back on when i used to lay awake at night twitching and crying because i was withdrawing so badly that i couldn't sleep. Ya, No Thank you. Not going back.