My Days Journals

Worried about days to come

Nov 09, 2011 - 0 comments
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Stress and anxiety

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psychotropic meds

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Insomnia concerns

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sudden crying

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parent

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VERY worried

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mom.lonely

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Kids

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sleep



  I slept from 0400 to 0500  this am.  then took kids to school. And picked up my son from work.  I took my Effexor XR 300 mg, Wellbutrin XL 300 mg, Ativan 1 mg  this am.   Then took a nap from 0830-1200.  Got a call from Rhonda and talked for a while.  Kids home from school.   Read online about withdrawal symptoms of Effexor XR.  Really scared about what symptoms I will experience.  I dont know if I am ready to go thought this withdrawals from all my meds except the Ativan.   Not hungry, no appetite this evening. Crying and upset about all of this .  Its not fair that I should have to go through this cause I make too much on unemployment to qualify for any help with meds.  So I will just have to stop them.  And deal with what else comes along.  Very forgetful alot lately.  Also worried about where I will qualify for help in the days to come.  I feel so lonely, only me and my kids here. But we will make it some how, just get me through these days to come.  Will take my Lamactil 200 mg before I try to lay down for the nite.  Then take my son to work.   And come home to my room as usual.  And see if I can sleep any tonite.

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