try again #3

i can't beleive it i just lost another new entry. well, i'll do my best just to summarise what i wrote --again first, i have learned my life has been a series of oppurtunities,followed by choices,then the reslts thereof/// lord knows i miss having a good woman in my life to care for and her care for me//next-- somewhere along the way,i never learned how to keep a house clean.yea, i know how to clean,but not developed the ability to KEEP it clean, & for my present situation here at cagle that has made for a HARD way to go with inspections.i am not dealing with the thoughts of this "inspection" coming up thursday with a manager with a attitude with a fu*king monkey already on my back.i've tried to stay away from" cussing like a salior" which i am. i have a decent vocabulary just a "thorwn in u'r ***" spelling problem. the 2 don't sit well with each other.i think i may just try to "sneak up on this" and post this before i lose it again. i'm real confussed here, who am i writing to,besides myself or is this just a worded mirror>>>>>> thought 4-now-keep just the nessasary---delete/trash the rest this place just ain't a warehouse for what i might use.