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Dec 04, 2011 - 4 comments
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I am feeling so low, desolate, depressed, I can't describe how bad I feel, which makes me feel worse, because this is such a happy time for us.

I feel if I start crying, I may never stop.

Is this usual?   Please, please, someone, tell me this is normal and that it will pass.....

Our little Angel :o)
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by ingre, Dec 07, 2011
this is really the time to feel so happy.nhow need not get worried if this isn't the case.it is  normal for you to feel that way.know that it is just a temporary situation.there are so many changes taking place in your body now.lots of love .Annita

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by NatM80, Dec 08, 2011
Thank you for your message Annita,

I know, that's why I feel so awful feeling so rubbish!

Had a good talk with my Doc and he pretty much said what I knew - Hormones all over the place, am forced to feel up and down.
Thank goodness I feel a little better - I was ready to call the ER on Sunday night, I really did feel that bad!  So glad I didn't, now I'm feeling rational, I would have felt like a right fool, lol!

I've plenty of support, so if I feel that low again, at least I know I have plenty of people who'll rally round - That's a great comfort.

Love Nat x

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by maternalmamma, Dec 12, 2011
Heya Nat,

Hows things today and the bump? Sorry to hear ur feeling a bit ****** at the mo :( I was the same with my last baby, just felt so down and lost, like i was the only person in the world. It's a big deal having a baby plus the overhaul on your lifestyle is a major thing also. I was really bad for about 2 weeks after he was born aswell. My hormones are my main enemy, they still cause me probs now!!! As for your sister, well i can relate to you on that one too!

When do you find out what youre having? I bet you can't wait!!!

Anyway sweetie,

Chin up! Here whenever you fancy a gab (or a rant!!!) ;)

Tara x

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by NatM80, Dec 12, 2011
Hi Tara,

Thank you so much for your message.  I thought I was the only one to feel like that, I felt 'abnormal' - At a time which is so exciting and happy, I am in the depths of despair, and that made me feel like a bad Mum already!

My mood has been SO much better thank you, and I've suddenly grown a large very hard bump, as if overnight, don't remember it being this big or hard to touch yesterday, lol!!

The Docs are keeping a close eye on me because I've reported my low moods, so that's very reassuring.  I think they'll pay particular attention after baby is born too, seems I am suseptible to hormonal lows!

Well, my Sister is horrible.  I'm not the sort of person to sl*g anyone off for the sake of it, but she really is.  I can't believe we're related!  Still, it's her loss, she won't know her new niece/nephew, and I've already chosen Godparents, so she's missed out.  She will need me long before I need her!!!

We find out in 38 1/2 hours!!!!  We can't wait!  It's our first too, so my Hubby is so excited, like a kid at Christmas!  Straight after the scan, we're going baby shopping - I can buy cute outfits in either pink or blue - It will be like supermarket sweep once I get in there, lol!

Thanks again, your message certainly cheered me up some more, and made me feel a little more 'normal'!

Love Nat xxx

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