I don't feel much like writing today, but I'm going to do so anyway. I had little sleep last night. Mostly because my addictions had finally caught up with my family, Andrea had left and it was the second night she had been gone, my emotional state was frail. We had talked over the phone and for the first time I was honest with her about my problem, she had kind of know but she was very upset with me for not telling her about it before hand.
She has came back home today but it has been quite and we have not spoken much, i still feel unsure about us. She is my rock and I fear that I can not do this with out her.
Today was not as bad. The pain was minimal today was an emotional day, still not as bad as yesterday.
Tomorrow will be better.
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