For the most part the worst of it was over.
The truth of my addiction has really played a toll on my relationship, I'm sure she is serious about me leaving. Last night was emotion one to say the least. she said that she has to let me go so that I can fix myself. I try to make the case I need her, I need her support to help make it through this.I need my family to keep me strong and on track. Still not sure how this will work out for me.
I'm not sure I will care to be clean with nothing to be clean for. Now the argument can be made if its not for me what it for? My family most importantly . We went to bed together now I'm back home from work and I have heard from her.Her stuff is here, her TKD stuff is here, her bass is here.
I miss her some much.
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