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Not again..

Oct 11, 2008 12:00AM - 4 comments
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lonely

,

suicidal thoughts

,

self harm feelings



I'm sick of this...I hate being bipolar and I hate how I feel right now...

feelings currently:
lonely
depressed
unworthy of any good anything
I want to cut but haven't yet thinking about it though

this depression just want lift my emotions are out of whack one day happy next day sad one day manic next day suicidal this *****

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by monkeyc, Oct 11, 2008 02:44AM
Hang in there, its a familiar ride but trust me there is a light at the end of the tunnel, medication takes time to bed in and it takes some work but it can be controlled and it does get better - I have been where you are right now and its not a nice place but it will stabilise if you ride it and if you feel like you seriously cannot cope please go to a hospital and ask for help. You are not alone OK.

by bulldozer, Oct 11, 2008 06:54AM
Hi, are you receiving any talk therapy alongside your medications, I think this is something that would be of benefit to you.  Meds do take a while to start working as monkeyc says.  In the meantime if things get to much then either contact your psych, crisis team or local hospital.

Do some reading into BP and become as educated as you can.  Learning to recognise triggers and how to manage them is key to surviving this disorder and you will survive.  BP does not have to stop your life it just makes it a little more difficult.

Don't give up, hang on in there because things will get better than they are right now.

Take care.

(((hugs)))

by Collegebeauty22, Oct 11, 2008 01:58PM
I went to bed last night after I called a friend to come and be with me. When I awoke this morning I was still pretty down and out and everything. Am going to leave campus and go home for the weekend. Thank you guys for the support.

by hrt3105, Oct 11, 2008 02:03PM
becareful have a safe trip home

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