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Lump in my breast UPDATE/Needing to vent

Dec 14, 2011 - 3 comments
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Breast ultrasound

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painful breast lump

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depressed



I had it checked out today and it was deemed as suspicious looking especially since I occasionally feel pain in it, so I am getting a breast ultrasound done sometime next year. What a way to bring in the New Year :'(

...and I got to break this news to my mum when today is her birthday. :-\

oh ya, earlier I had posted a journal entry about my colposcopy results. It turns out the nurse read the wrong negative on my chart. I was negative for Chlamydia and something else, but I still am testing positive for HPV. I have low-grade mild dysplasia. Go figure...I was so excited to finally be rid free of this @#%^$ and I was just majorly given false hope.

I just want this year to end, but even now that's not a good thing to look forward to because I will start off 2012 with the ultrasound. I have never been so depressed in my life. My fiancĂ© and I were not working out, got back together and within days, he was back to the same old childish, self-loathing person. I knew it was too good to be true. He was sooo nice, loving, romantic, and helpful. didnt fight with me once....lasted for 2 days.  FML.

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by tones99, Dec 14, 2011
oh hon .. I really hope that it is benign .. you poor thing going through this at any time but especially Christmas!  All my thoughts are with you that it is nothing to worry about xx

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by Marlene76, Dec 15, 2011
I hope that you get good news when u have your ultrasound. As far as the pap and the HPV, maybe that got all of the lesion with the biopsy. You may have tested positive when they did the colposcopy but you may test negative next time. Are they going to do more treatment like a LEEP or just repeat another pap? Low grades are common and are far from cancer. Please don't worry too much. If you need anything or have any questions let me know.

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by Becca323, Dec 15, 2011
Marlene76, they are going to just repeat another pap next year. The doctor said the same thing to me about it being common, so I wasn't too concerned. I'm just tired of it already. I need a bit of good news at this point. I'm running out of positive energy because it seems like it's been one thing after another this year.

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