I had it checked out today and it was deemed as suspicious looking especially since I occasionally feel pain in it, so I am getting a breast ultrasound done sometime next year. What a way to bring in the New Year :'(
...and I got to break this news to my mum when today is her birthday. :-\
oh ya, earlier I had posted a journal entry about my colposcopy results. It turns out the nurse read the wrong negative on my chart. I was negative for Chlamydia and something else, but I still am testing positive for HPV. I have low-grade mild dysplasia. Go figure...I was so excited to finally be rid free of this @#%^$ and I was just majorly given false hope.
I just want this year to end, but even now that's not a good thing to look forward to because I will start off 2012 with the ultrasound. I have never been so depressed in my life. My fiancé and I were not working out, got back together and within days, he was back to the same old childish, self-loathing person. I knew it was too good to be true. He was sooo nice, loving, romantic, and helpful. didnt fight with me once....lasted for 2 days. FML.
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