Oct 11, 2008 01:42PM
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I am totally scared, I dont want to have a miscariage and I feel in my gut I am, I can't seem to get any straight answers from the doctors and I am just worring and making it worse for myself. I try to keep calm but every time I see the blood I freak out. I never bleed a drop with my first pregancy and I dont want this to happen. I am not bleeding huge clots like they say I would, just bleeding heavy and then light and I cant seem to keep calm about it. I just want to know what to expect and what is happening to my own pregnancy and my own body. I want to scream and freak although I have yet to go that far, but I am antsy as heck to find out what is happening to my body. It is the weekend and I cant get in to see my doc for a couple more days what am I to do. I can't wait that long. I have cramping that hurts pretty bad and the bleeding has yet to stop in three days.
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