Day 4

Why can't i just be happy i have my son? We went to my husband's friends house today, who has a 5 month old. And they had friends over who had a 5 month old. i walked into the baby's room and loved it. i remember our son's room when he was a baby and how i always held him all the time. While i was over at my husbands friends house i held their baby the entire time. A baby in my arms just felt so right. Our 6 year old playing with baby just seemed so right as well. Our so was just so good. He always is around baby's.
My friend just had her baby 3 days ago & our son got to hold her at two days old. We thought it was the cutest thing.  He was so gentle. He didn't want to put her down. It was such a dream for me. i hope i'd be able to give him a sister. We would name her "Hope"