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Dec 20, 2011 - 9 comments
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i havent written in here before so im hoping it makes me feel a little better about the situation...
i am 5 days overdue from AF and on the day AF was supposed to arrive i had a little brown spotting for 2 days and it stopped and now today i had the tiniest little red spot on the paper when i wiped... i also took a hpt this morning but got a bfn :( im hoping the brown spotting was just implantation bleeding and i am pregnant but its too early for the test to show... ive been trying for over 2 years to get pregnant with my partner and it still hasnt happened for me so i am really hoping this is the month as this is the most promising it has ever been!
but i guess only time will tell... i will wait again till xmas morning to see if i get AF and if not ill test again and see how i go. i dont know what ill do if its still negative though!

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by agrell, Dec 20, 2011
If its still negative you should probably go to the dr for a blood test because some women just have trouble showing a positive urine test...on another note im really thinking AF is about to arrive for me...getting more cramping and light pink stuff when i wipe :((...if i cant get a BFP i hope you do honey...im here if you ever need anyone to talk to :))

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by Bec1788, Dec 20, 2011
thanks so much agrell, and the same back to you. i hope she doesnt show for both of us and what we are experiencing is still just implantation... i hope we both get a great christmas present this year. its been such a sh*tty year (excuse the language) and to top it all off, its the 6 month anniversary of my dads passing :( so i just really need some good news right about now!

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by agrell, Dec 20, 2011
Im so sorry honey about your dad...well AF is officially here for me...started having a flow :(( i hope you dont get her and you get an amazing Xmas present good luck honey

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by Bec1788, Dec 20, 2011
oh no :( im really sorry to hear that. although right now i wish AF would just hit me already instead of just teasing me like this if it is coming... i will let you know how i go but im pretty sure my AF isnt far behind you :( maybe next month will be our month :) a great start to a new year for both of us :)

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by agrell, Dec 20, 2011
Sounds like a plan to me :)) i know i was just prayin she would show too or something because the nothing knowing kills me

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by Bec1788, Dec 20, 2011
me too... so over thinking i am every month then AF shows up... this month was the first i have been late in a long time so i thought it would be my month :( just went to the loo again and there was no red, not even when i wiped so i dont know whats happening :(

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by agrell, Dec 21, 2011
Well i thought she came but it was only when i wiped but im sure she will show today since my bbt dropped below my cover line....now im getting strong cramps...so now the wait till she actually shows

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by Bec1788, Dec 21, 2011
well you never know :) mine hasnt come yet either, just those couple of drops yesterday when i wiped.... so im still feeling a little hope... even though i have felt a little cramping :( fingers crossed for both of us!! lol

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by agrell, Dec 21, 2011
Well now its really looking like AF is coming...got more stuff coming out tonight and cramping :(( but hopefully you get you a BFP!!! :D

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