friday oct 10th i was so sad and mad at work

all i could tell myself was to hang in there and i will not work there forever. my direct boss is a real sob she holds information from me so i cannot learn the job and i have known this since i began there in feb. i can't stand the place, her boss who is my manager, or our manager has so much anger and such a hot temper. i get scared of him. i cannot talk at all at work, i can try and be assertive it does not work at all. i have tried to, i have been in counseling each week since may...i cried when i left work on friday, i was so tired from studying all week until 12am at the sjsu library...and then making small mistakes at work and he yelled at me again, i know all of the small mistakes are from fulltime work and fulltime school. i will start looking elsewhere very soon. i know i have good benefits, a ppo and get paid okay for the job fifteen an hour, but i hardly take any breaks, only a rushed half an hour lunch and i we use the time clock too, so a half hour is all i get most of the day....so tired and sick of that place i have tried everything and the best think i can do is keep quiet. and that is it. do not try to help them, they do not want help at all, even though i have experience....