Oct 13, 2008 08:49AM
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I think it's been almost a month since ive had a craving, wtf. After battling so long, I feel like i have beaten this. I know we can't let our guard down now and i'll always be an addict, but the strength from my daughter is something so strong i can say with all the confidence in the world i will not use again. Cravings were always scary for me even when i knew how to fight them, but they have disappeared completely this past month and im so grateful. If it hadn't been for my relapse, I would have a year clean coming up in november. What a process getting clean is, a journey and i discovered so much about myself and how to cope sober. What i have noticed lately the most is when something a bit stressful happens, using dosen't even cross my mind, i deal with it, i cope instead of getting all ****** up. I feel very lucky lately. Although at first it's so difficult staying clean, time heals all and every day that passes is another day we can say we are winning this battle. Keep fighting everyone, i promise it's worth it.
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