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Long enough already!

Jan 04, 2012 - 0 comments
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Pain

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sleep

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depressed

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alone

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Cymbalta

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Seroquel

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Weight gain



Christmas Day was the worst one ever in my whole life. Spent it by myself. with my dogs and thoughts of my Father who died 7 mths ago. I am on Cymbalta and Seroquel. Not working for me at all. I am gaining weight. don't want to go any where. I am in pain and can't stand being in my own skin. My head doc is on vac. He referred me to a pain spec.but I can't get in to see him til Mar. I see my fam. dr. in 2 days, she doesn't know what to do with me. my husband has his own pain to deal with, i try to tell him about mine, i get an earful about his. i can;'t talk to my mom cuz it upsets her. i have no one/where to go to. I fell asleep on a conference call today. I woke up, it was over. I am afraid I will fall asleep when I'm driving. I have been in pain and depressed long enough already, i want it to be over with, I want out of this damn body


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