Jan 08, 2012
Starting week 18, 7 weeks left. I feel myself getting a little more anxious to be done with tx. Still sleeping lots and lots . Seems like I just cant get away from it. I am sure the AD and anxiety meds take some play in this also along with the 4 different BP meds. But got to keep everything at bay right now and not get mentally unstable, which has been my biggest fear through the whole process. Most of the SX have subsided. A little itching and dry skin. Still have occasional vomiting, and this deathly cough seems to persist. Other than that, a little depression, major fatique, but I am still doing what I need to get done around the house to keep it clean and tidy. Animals are all healthy and my family is not starving and neither am I. Starting to loose a little weight, which wont hurt me at all. If I could drop about 40 lbs, I would say that would be way healthy. Been thinking about juicing , but dont know where to start with it. Going to have to do some research. I would have to say that the biggest thing through this journey is to keep balance. If your tired, sleep, if your anxious , read or watch a movie. If you need to cry , cry. If you need to scream, find a place and do so. If you need quiet , definitely find that place and pray and clear your mind. Keep focused on the prize, dont look at all the bad things we have traveled through and keep going forward.
I love life to much, and I cant stop now. I am almost at the end of the finish line and pray to God for this to be Finished ! Done ! Over with ! Forever. Amen