Things are slowly getting better

Yes, they are, slowly but surely my relationship is on an upswing.  We are getting ready to send out the postponment letters to family and friends, and I got a job - working for a nursing agency where I can start soon and get top pay which is great and can't wait to begin.  Today fiance is taking me for my TB test and drug test when he comes home and Thursday I will drop off the final paperwork and hopefully begin this weekend.  I still haven't put my engagement ring back on my finger, but will do so once I'm sure things are getting better.  He's been more loving and is doing things around the house without me having to ask, which is good.  I guess this time he understood.  Last night we both made dinner together which was very nice - he never helps usually and we had a lot of fun doing so last night.  We also have to get rid of our dogs so we can move to a nicer yet cheaper place soon and that sucks, but we have to do what we can to save money I guess.

In other news, AF packed up and left yesterday evening so that makes my period length normal - about 3 days.  I'm glad she is gone because while she was here it was hell for the 3 days - cramps, and heavy flow.  So we don't know know yet if we are going to be ttc this month or if we are going to wait to see when my next period.  I hope it comes on March 4th, and I should be ovulating on Feb. 19th.  We will see, I kind of want to wait another cycle just to see how much my body is out of whack if it is at all and of course he wants to try again this month.  I haven't told him that AF is gone yet in fear he'll want to be all over me LOL.

Just wanted to update you all on what has been going on.