Found out today the boy has been declared in-eligble to perform yet again due to last q's grades. He hasn't gotten to perform once yet, and I think he's near the breaking point. If he gives up, and he's so close to that, I believe he will be a HS drop-out, potentially by xmas. I am so tired of caring about what will happen to him... I don't even want to think about what life will be like with him around the house after - and yes, I say that like it will happen because I now believe it will. I can't handle this.
I called to get a second therapy appt and was put off til Nov 22nd, and then called as suggested to get a med psych appt and that's not til Dec 4th. Six more weeks for more help - and a few tips from this past appt to do things to "take my mind off it". That only works so far. How do I stop crying at work?
Sorry to any reading - just venting.
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