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keighleigh, caleb, and m.a.t.t

Jan 23, 2012 - 2 comments
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kaleigh has a big crush on a teachers son, and fangirling over him waving at her today. i think he knows and was teasing her. i hope he doesn't lead her on, shes such a great girl. Caleb b is sick with a virus, and Caleb w went to a meeting for 4h teen council. i wish he would answer my txts or call me. i want to tell him about my last relationship and all and see what he says. i really could use a therapist. speaking of him, i want to make mends with him. I'm never going to move on properly like this. I don't regret breaking up with him, but i regret the way i did it, and not being able to be friends with him.  I just don't have the courage to talk to him. the other day i had to take my laptop to our schools student fun help -desk. im not a big fan of the  place, although i dont have a reason at all to be other then the reason that my ex is there (that and it also gives off a threatening vibe) I wasn't sure when he had that class so I took a shot in the dark and just went 6th period, I figured he would just have it in the morning sometime. boy, way I wrong. I walked in there and almost froze then and there. but thank God he wasn't looking in my direction. but it wasn't the end of it. i had to come back at the end of the period. here's the worst part. i come in, and hes right there! sitting in a spinny chair beside the person who is in charge of the help desk. and i end up having to wait for a while to make sure the internet would work. i could feel my face go BEET RED! it was so embarrassing, i cant control when my face does that, and i was over thinking it too much, God know what will happen next...

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by leaving123, Jan 23, 2012
Relax-

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by melygirl3, Jan 24, 2012
thanks lol i need to.

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