2/1/2012 Wednesday Week 21

Still feeling like a slug-go, but at least have some valid reason beside tx sx .    Got result back from GI,   He is recommending me have my gall bladder removed.    This is surely the news I did want to hear and at least I will have some peace knowing that the problem was there for a while and wasn't sure what it was.   Thank God for Medical Science.     3 more weeks to go and then that it.   All CBC Blood and liver panel came back today great as well.    NP thinks there is not going to be any problem with me having gall bladder taken out during tx.   Will Probably make me feel a whole lot better in the end.    I guess reality is getting a little surreal for me.   As I was speaking to Bridgette today , I asked the "what if" Question, which I already knew the answer to, and that was, "What if my VL comes back at week 24, and then of course she said, " well, then your done , until new meds come out".   So a little sad over that, but still have FAITH knowing I have kicked the crap out of this beast and there is no looking back.   Just got to keep my mind on the right track and make sure my inner self cooperates.   What ever that means, but it has worked so far.   Thank God, He is soooo Good !