Feb 09, 2012
Basically put.... Today *****!
I knew I wanted to stop but I didn't realize all the other feelings I would be going through, fear for some reason is a big one today aside from just generally feeling unwell.
I have managed to have a shower today and that def made me feel more 'human'.
I feel pretty unsupported by family as in there is no one I can call who understands and I think apart from the physical this is also a very emotional thing and communicating what your going through is an essential part of the healing process.