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Goodbye my "Love"

Feb 19, 2012 - 0 comments
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Depression

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Love

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self injury

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goodbye



Dear Depression,
I'm so glad I've had the oppertunity to meet you. I'm so thankful you stuck around for three years before anyone relised the was a problem and decided to fix it. Depression oh how I love the times we had together. I miss when we used to spend weeks at a time doing nothing but sleeping. Oh depression you had me meet a friend of yours, self injury, how that relationship grew and blossomed over night and how much I did rely on thee.Oh depression I will truley miss the way you shed no light on anything but yourself. The way you blocked out all the other emotions. I'm not complaining I did not try to stop you, we both knew I did not want to feel them. Oh depression there was a large price I paid for you though my close friend. There was no way to choose which emotions to block so I had to block them all. I'm learning to live without you, I am shocked to feel emotions that I haven't in so long. Although I am happily supprised., that is not the case with anxity or loneliness.
Depression I am not sorry that I must leave for I know it is best and I will try my hardest to never wander back. This is goodbye for good.
Sincerly,
Gianna

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