Feb 29, 2012
Well I called my Dr today and said that the celexa brought on some symptoms that I could not handle. I litterally flew of the handle last night. Just basically freaked out. Something that I never done before and my poor boyfriend was just sitting there stunned probably thought I was crazy. Then on top of that it kept my mind going worse then before and was up all night. I had to call off work....I've never done that. So he now put me on Ativan and Buspar. Boy did I need the ativan. After what happened last night I still needed to calm down. So I guess we will start all over again with this tomorrow. I'm actually glad that its not an antidepressant cus I think that was going a little but over board. I never needed restored energy or to be happy again. I just needed something to calm me down and to make my mind stop going a mile a minute and stop thinking about this anxiety. My mind is always going and it just won't stop thinking about my health. Its like I need to retrain my brain to stop thinking about it. Like trying to find distractions to force my mind to think of something else. Its going to be a struggle but I will come out on top!